Thursday, April 23, 2015

Faith Lessons

I don't know about you, but I have to admit sometimes I struggle with faith. As a mature Christian, I understand faith and its application, but sometimes I get to thinking too much, and then I'm convicted in my spirit to recognize that what I call faith is me trying to be smart. That's not faith at all.

In re-reading some passages, my FQ (faith quotient) is being given a new opportunity for optimization:

When Jesus healed the centurion's son - before Jesus healed him, he marveled at his faith. The centurion could articulate what faith looked like because so many were faithful to him. He was in a position of authority and people obeyed him. If he said come, they came; if he said go, they went. He didn't seem to be one to abuse the power of his position but it seemed it was understood that if he gave a command, it was for the greater good. Jesus marveled that he could take something that we oftentimes complicate - faith and could explain it. The centurion said all of this to say I believe that if you say the word, my son will be healed. Jesus said the word and his son was healed.

When Jesus calmed the storm - the disciples marveled at his demeanor. What kind of man is this? There were in the midst of a storm and Jesus was sleeping. When he was awakened and saw all that was going on around Him, he asked them, “Why are you afraid - o ye of little faith?”

When Jesus heals Blind Bartimaeus - Bartimaeus was persistent in yelling once he knew that Jesus was passing by. By doing this he got Jesus' attention at which point the Lord asked him, "What do you want?" The blind man said, “I want to see.” Jesus healed him, because of his faith in action - his persistence, and making himself heard.

Then there are the heroes of faith listed in Hebrews 11. Some are known for being faithful while here on earth, and some are known for being faithful in spite of immense hardship and never seeing the reward for their faith.

Faith knows:
·        We can be calm in the midst of the storm.
·        We can know that God is with us.
·        We can have an expectation.
·        We can be persistent.

In addition to all of these, hold up the shield of faith to stop the fiery arrows of the devil. Ephesians 6:16 [NLT]

What is your FQ? Would the Lord marvel at your faith?

Sunday, April 19, 2015

Why The Atlanta Educators Cheating Case Bothers Me

I have more than a passing interest in Education. As a parent I always want to ensure that I can provide the best education for my children in conjunction with anything I do at home. Professionally I consult for charter schools. I have a Masters in Educational Administration and Policy Studies, and I've worked in school districts in an administrative capacity, primarily as a consultant, so I'm familiar with the ins and outs of school administration. Lastly, I am acutely familiar with cheating in school districts, as at one point I had to speak out on this issue.

Briefly, this article summarizes the main points but it was an investigative reporter for the Atlanta Journal Constitution - Heather Vogell who first uncovered the irregularities in the testing data. Vogell noted, several schools statewide had changed in status between the spring 2008 administration of the test and the summer retest in 2008, going from not meeting AYP (Adequate Yearly Progress) rates, a calculation set by federal legislation that determines the fates of individual schools, to meeting the measure. A lot more schools had met AYP than was expected - it was a larger shift. Upon further investigation she found a handful of schools had increased their performance so much more than they had been expected to that it raised questions over whether educators had intervened in the testing process. She published her first story in December 2008, highlighting schools where the gains seemed astronomical. See full article here. Making AYP matters more if you are receiving Title 1 funds.

This case has a lot of underlying implications, the chief one being that children in high need school districts or schools with low SES (socio-economic status),  can not do well on standardized tests without assistance. If they do, the scores need to be examined closer. High need usually equates to low academic performance, but this is not always the case.

This case abdicates parents of all responsibility in their child's education and places the entire blame on the teachers, principals, administrators and the school district.  How is it possible that you did not know your child could not read until you are moved to another school district and they are held back? Besides the state tests, were they no other indicators that a child was not progressing as he/she should? Why is the state test ranked as the holy grail of all tests, when the reality is it isn't?

There's the underlying theme of race - any article that I've ever read on this case always mentions the race of the defendants and SES of the schools involved. From the LA Times when referring to the defendants, "all African Americans who worked in low-income neighborhoods." All of the educators were black, the prosecutor and his staff were primarily black, the affected schools and students were primarily black, the judge was white and the primary defense attorney was white.

This case was handled in the manner it was because of money - for the defendants and the schools. One of the prosecutor's points was that if cheating had not occurred more federal funds for remediation could have been funneled to the school district. I'm not sure exactly what this statement means because if a school makes AYP, it receives Title 1 Funding. He may have been referring to other monetary sources. Be that as it may, the real question is: do these funds change the student's performance or is a poor district just a cash cow? Per pupil spending in high need school districts rivals those in high SES school districts, yet their performance is better.

It's not just about the money but this was grounds for this case.  Significant money is spent every year on education in this country.
  • The United States spent $553 billion on public elementary and secondary Education in 2006-2007,[4] which is 4.2 percent of gross domestic product.[5]
  • In 2007, the federal government spent $71.7 billion on elementary and secondary Education programs. These funds were spent by 13 federal departments and multiple agencies. The Department of Education spent $39.2 billion on K-12 education. The largest programs in the Department of Education's elementary and secondary budget were "Education for the disadvantaged" ($14.8 billion) and "Special Education" ($11.5 billion).[9]
One of the warped messages from this case is: failure equals more money; let the children fail; let's maintain the status quo.

In Georgia - PPS (per pupil spending) for 2012 is ~9300. More recent data provides a better breakdown of what actually goes in PPS, and this article provides a breakdown on where the money goes and how it is spent.

It's about the children. Supposedly because of the educators' role, these children are damaged for life.
It was always about the children but their lives aren't damaged because of the outcome of one annual state standardized test. Children don't learn in a vacuum - learning is a process, a life long one, with multiple assessments along the way to assess if you are processing the information. Even if they didn't learn the first time around, they are multiple opportunities available to them for learning and achieving. Again, why is a state test the only assessment that matters? When did a standardized state test become the arbiter for learning?

There is a culture of cheating and high stakes testing. It is acknowledged that there is a culture of cheating in schools that has increased with the onset of State Standardized Testing. This case highlighted what many educators say is the mounting pressure to meet testing targets in the data-driven era of No Child Left Behind and Race to the Top. In Atlanta as in many other school districts, performance was tied to how well students scored on standardized tests. They were bonuses if goals were met and penalties if they were not.  In addition, this is not an environment the Superintendent created in Atlanta, but one that she too had to abide by. The Superintendent in the Atlanta case died and it's not clear if racketeering was ever proved. Under the racketeering law, because this all happened under her watch, if she were tried and found guilty, she could have been sentenced to 45 years in jail.

Cheating is wrong. When children cheat in school they are consequences but none so severe that they can not resume their lives for twenty years. When adults cheat on behalf of the children, there should also be consequences but none so severe that they can not resume their lives for twenty years. When race, class and academic achievement intersect, it's a firestorm that our justice system can not handle.
The sad reality is that this is a no win situation.

Additional resources:
Did Atlanta Educators Get Equal Justice Before the Law?
The Atlanta Trial: The Ultimate in Test and Punish
Does spending more on education improve academic achievement?

Friday, April 3, 2015

They Killed My God on a Friday

Every year, without fail my husband gets very reflective on Good Friday. Somehow the school the Little One attends, scheduled parent teacher conferences today. He said he's not going as, "They killed my God on a Friday" and he does nothing on this day but reflect on the significance of this day. This day is sacred to him.

One of the benefits of marriage is you get to see your partner live out their beliefs. The day is called good, but on this day what Jesus went through in terms of suffering was anything but good. But he hung on a cross for our good. He was sacrificed for us, for our sins.  His death made us perfect.

Good Friday is the Friday before Easter Sunday, on which the Crucifixion of Jesus Christ is commemorated in the Christian Church. It is traditionally a day of fasting and penance. (source: wikipedia)
The Good on Friday is equivalent to the suffering we go through in this life that brings us to a Better. Is there good in suffering? Not in the act itself but being able to withstand and grow through suffering is good. To die and to be resurrected is the ultimate good.  Jesus did that.

I'm glad my husband gets reflective every year on this day, because it reminds me to also slow down. I'm glad his faith is so personal and yet so real. I'm glad that we're married to each other.

They killed My God on a Friday...but thank God He Rose!!!

Then Jesus shouted out again, and he released his spirit. At that moment the curtain in the sanctuary of the Temple was torn in two, from top to bottom. The earth shook, rocks split apart, and tombs opened. The bodies of many godly men and women who had died were raised from the dead. They left the cemetery after Jesus’ resurrection, went into the holy city of Jerusalem, and appeared to many people.The Roman officer and the other soldiers at the crucifixion were terrified by the earthquake and all that had happened. They said, “This man truly was the Son of God!” Matthew 27:50-54[NLT]

Today was for our good.  How do you observe Good Friday?

Monday, March 30, 2015

Notes From My Daughter - Don't Worry

My daughter

Occasional notes from my 20 year old daughter. I never know what to expect when she writes, but it's usually a pleasant surprise.  Read on!
A quick note - As I was jogging early this morning, it occurred to me that I had not shared this poem that was written late last year. A friend of mine asked me yesterday to write something about acceptance - i.e. accepting what we cannot change. Having read this poem today, I think it fits the bill. God is amazing!

This culture I have participated in has far too long consumed my precious soul;
This lifestyle I think I know so well has confidently assured me that my slow suicide was a short cut to deceitful happiness;
"Acceptance is the path to understanding," they say. "Strive to be accepted."
Well, if I read the whole dictionary I would miss the words. 

The sun screams as it's rays touch a new morning.
Creation dies every day, yet it's joy is in being created.
I don't know that the butterfly is accepted, but I know it's wings form geometrical patterns of Hallelujahs and structural Amen's actively soaring in the glorious details we miss when we worry.

Don't worry my dear, wait.
Wait without the weight of selfish anxiety.
Behold the active beauty in front of you that takes away your God-given breath as you celebrate your giving God.
Uphold his principles which are accepted into your bloodstream like nutrients.
Wait to be filled, feasting on the joy before you.
Wait, but do not worry.
It's in His hands, and in Him you are home.

For to be carnally minded is death; but to be spiritually minded is life and peace. Romans 8:6 NLT

O that you had listened to my commandments! then had your peace been as a river, and your righteousness as the waves of the sea: Isaiah 48:18 NLT

Wednesday, March 18, 2015

Permit It To Be So

"Permit it to be so." These words were spoken by Jesus to John the Baptist. Why would the Lord, a holy deity, make such a statement to mere man?

Jesus was coming to be baptized by the baptizer - John the Baptist. John thought that Jesus should be baptizing him, after all,  in John's mind, Jesus had more significance than him and he was the Way that John was preaching about. However, Jesus saw things differently and said, "...Permit it to be so."

The Baptism of Jesus
13 Then Jesus went from Galilee to the Jordan River to be baptized by John.
14 But John tried to talk him out of it. “I am the one who needs to be baptized by you,” he said, “so why are you coming to me?”
15 But Jesus said, “It should be done, for we must carry out all that God requires.[a]” So John agreed to baptize him.
16 After his baptism, as Jesus came up out of the water, the heavens were opened[b] and he saw the Spirit of God descending like a dove and settling on him.
17 And a voice from heaven said, “This is my dearly loved Son, who brings me great joy.” Matthew 3:13-17 [NLT]
Two things happened here:

  1. Jesus chose to obey the will of His father by being baptized.
  2. John chose to obey Jesus and baptized Him.


In choosing to obey, both John and Jesus were partakers in what can only be called a supernatural experience. The heavens opened and the Spirit of God was visible. Then a voice spoke declaring God's pleasure with his Son.  This happened to Jesus, but John witnessed it. To witness the supernatural is as close as you can get to partaking in it. To witness the Spirit of God descending on anyone, let alone Jesus is transformative. To hear that God was well pleased - defies words. But this is what happened.

When you, "permit it to be so" in response to Jesus, amazing things can happen for you also.

If Jesus could permit it to be so, why can't you?